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22Immediately Jesus made the disciples get into the boat and go on ahead of him to the other side, while he dismissed the crowd.23After he had dismissed them, he went up on a mountainside by himself to pray. When evening came, he was there alone, 24but the boat was already a considerable distance from land, buffeted by the waves because the wind was against it.
25During the fourth watch of the night Jesus went out to them, walking on the lake. 26When the disciples saw him walking on the lake, they were terrified. "It's a ghost," they said, and cried out in fear.
27But Jesus immediately said to them: "Take courage! It is I. Don't be afraid."
28"Lord, if it's you," Peter replied, "tell me to come to you on the water."
29"Come," he said. Then Peter got down out of the boat, walked on the water and came toward Jesus. 30But when he saw the wind, he was afraid and, beginning to sink, cried out, "Lord, save me!"
31Immediately Jesus reached out his hand and caught him. "You of little faith," he said, "why did you doubt?"
32And when they climbed into the boat, the wind died down.33Then those who were in the boat worshiped him, saying, "Truly you are the Son of God."
34When they had crossed over, they landed at Gennesaret. 35And when the men of that place recognized Jesus, they sent word to all the surrounding country. People brought all their sick to him 36and begged him to let the sick just touch the edge of his cloak, and all who touched him were healed.
What Jesus did in this passage still amazes me, and I must admit there are times when I have trouble believing or imagining Him walking on water. But I'm even more surprised that Peter started to walk on the water as well. When I put myself in Peter's shoes, I know I would not have walked out onto the water especially considering the condition of the weather. I would have hid myself in the corner of the boat and just prayed that I would make it back to shore safely.
I'm assuming Peter was the only one who had faith that it was Jesus considering he started to walk out onto the water towards Jesus when he was told to do so. But we see how quickly he asks for help as soon as he starts to sink and the wind picks up. In that moment, Peter's faith was tested by Jesus and his faith started out strong but quickly went away as soon as fear and calamity came.
I often find this true in my life, where I tell myself and others that I just have to faith in God no matter what...but when calamity strikes in my life..how quickly my faith disappears. I instantly start to doubt and become fearful of what's to happen next. I, too, just like Peter cry out for help in panic mode without realizing God was with me all along.
Our true colors really show in certain moments of our lives. There may have been instances where we acted on very little faith. May we continue to earnestly seek and pray for a greater faith in our God.
Here are some verses that came to mind after reflecting on this passage:
Philippians 4:13 "I can do everything through Him who gives me strength."
Mark 9:24 "..I do believe, help me to over come my unbelief!"
Matthew 17:20 "Because you have so little faith. I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can tho this mountain, 'Move from here to there' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you."
3 comments:
wow esther, thank you for your thoughts... they really added to the already impactful verses!
thank you esther for such a moving and honest reflection. this passage is such a good reminder for all of us at all times to fix our eyes on Jesus, the Author and Perfector of our faith, and NOT on the troubles and circumstances in our lives--the winds and the waves. how truly wonderful it is to know that we are always safe when we are with Him, even in the midst of the worst storms.
on Christ the Solid Rock I stand
all other ground is sinking sand
all other ground is sinking sand.
What strikes me about this passage is what made Peter say "Lord, IF it's you," ... "tell me to come to you on the water."
Why would Peter test Jesus like that?
Also, why not ask Jesus, "Lord, if it is you, take us to shore safely, NOW!"
I realized that Peter so earnestly wanted to believe in Jesus as LORD that he was willing to risk his life for it. I thought this passage was about Peter's lack of faith but now I believe Peter had faith enough to recognize this amazing opportunity to know Jesus more fully. I guess this is a great example of Peter's boldness and fiery personality in that instead of cowering away in fear, he made this dangerous time on the boat a personal battle for greater faith.
Peter stands up to Jesus' challenge with a challenge of his own: " Lord, if it is you,"
Personally, I hesitate to say "Lord, if it is you," because it implies a lack of faith and who am I to test Jesus? But this passage made me realize that it's also a humbe cry asking Jesus to help trust in Him. Of course Jesus knows I lack faith but He brings trials my way to challenge me as He challenged His disciples when He said: "Take courage! It is I. Don't be afraid"
By the way, does anyone else see the humor in this? Jesus walks out on the water in hostile conditions and says: "Take courage! It is I. Don't be afraid" Come on, who wouldn't be afraid here?
And in the end, when He saves Peter from drowning and calms the waters, I can picture Him with a smirk saying " I told you so"
Jesus said "Come".
I think like Peter, I need to challenge myself and ask for greater faith by actually taking the plunge- no pun intended- when Jesus says "Come". We instinctively worry about our safety first and our flesh always look for the most comfort but this passage brought to light how much more important it is to cultivate a trusting relationship with Jesus. This world and our flesh will surely pass away but it is our faith that will withstand the test of fire.
I believe God brings times of trial in our lives to challenge us to grow in our faith. I hope and pray that in those moments, instead of seeking first our comfort and safety, we will take on Jesus' challenge and ask for greater faith. And when He says "Come", may we be ready to take the plunge-
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